do u know QAF,maybe u don;t know anything about....................

I am a normal boy lives in the normal city.Sometimes I feel as my heart break down .I am not a normal boy and this made me very tired,I want the feeling of love like the others do but I just can't .Maybe you will feel strange even I can not tell it to my parents.I am bored with this weak point.I am in thirsty for love.And u may guess something.I am innocense,please forgive me and it's not my fault,it's really not my fault.I am  innocense.God bless me.